Sometime I feel I can really see the sky. Just for the time being I guess...?

What a wonderful Christmas eve I had, went out with honey to watch IP man at town, so we take a walk down orchard, where we had Sake Sushi! well was a short day but honey is working tomorrow so need go home so send her home before meeting Fcuker's!

Hmm as expected at Boat Quay lots' of crowd, enjoying the eve's night and countdown. At first I could drink but it seem that we're doing nothing. But it's okie I could spend my day with Fcuker's.

Booking back camp later on man, how I wish I never had to book in back again. Well merry Christmas and a happy new year!

Training to soldiers, fight for our land,
2 year of our time,
fucking waste of time,
have you ever wondered?
why must we serve?
Not cause we love our land,
but we lan lan have to serve, have to serve*

Looking all around us,
People everywhere,
children have fun, while we are holding gun.
have you ever wondered?
why must we serve?
Not cause we love our land,
but we lan lan have to serve, have to serve*

Stand up!
Fight for our rights,
C'mon everybody! Do your part.
Do it for your fucking rights... HAH!

Suddenly I tot for this stupid song, so i decided to change the lyrics alittle.
and SHIT I'M BOOKING IN TODAY AGAIN!! FUCKING HELL, FUCKING WASTE OF TIME.
i rather not have the experience in NS, I feel so tired everyday, stuck in the cave, fucked up superiors, everything is fucked up.

Always in camp *see I use "always"* as I needed some help from higher ranks, their reply will be, "my fault?", "My problem", "suck thumb la." So why the fuck they ask us to sound off if we need help, rubbish people. Hope they fucking rot in hell soon!

HUMANITY IS GONE! SINGAPORE IS CRAZY!

Hello world my 10 days of block leave is ending soon, I so used to this life then army life.

Every Singaporean male is rob of their 2 years of prime time where they can study and earn then suddenly we had to let go of everything to "serve" the nation, for me I would say we are force to serve and force the hold the rifle. Everything is forced, who came up with the idea to serve NS?

Well never mind about that, in 2 days time hell time starts all over again. SHIT!

Because a girl like you is impossible to find.

I finally find this song getting the meaning when you have the meaning.

The time is coming on me so rapidly, I never got a chance to take a breathe. If everyday can be at a stood still, where it's time I can finally rest and forget every single thing.


This coming weekend will be a very special one for me, just for you and me. I will remember it well and good. Your hints I will take the chances.

Finally we will meet again...