Am I ready to fall in love again?
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Actually I don't what girls wants, whats the main quality they want a guy to have?
Car? Face? Popularity? What else?

I recently found out from a friend that his friend has a GF, this GF think that paying for her handphone bills is caring. Going for expansive dinners, going tour without paying anything. Wow I'm amazed, He said his friend can't survive he's working 3 jobs now, just to support her, luckily she's those who will take bus and train, imagine if it's cab.
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Was wondering, cos I remember Timberland's song The way I are.
But well everyones life ain't getting better.

These few days I felt quite happy. I don't why also, well maybe somethings gonna happen? My bike? haha probably I guess. It been too long already.

I got a very bad new for myself, I've put on weight! around 55kg now CRAP soon it will be 60kg. Sad must go jogging soon, surprising I don't smoke as much as I do last time, wow huh cos I forgot to smoke.

I'M PLAYING SIMS 2 so it made me forgot to smoke, but the kick still comes.

My goal now is to get my 4 pacs haha why 4 cos it already 1 pac.

Hmm it now almost 5am so I going to bed and wake up to do some exercise.

Just finished watching Cloverfield again..

Darn neat movie, everything suit, almost perfect!
I hope they would make a sequel of it, it's still alive alrite!
yet American own monster!

Man this is the hottest song I ever heard, I LOVED IT! Apologize and Unfaithful Remix.
This girls is smart!

I get to think of some question to answer myself. Kinda funny thou.

1) What's the craziest thing you wanna do?
Sit beside a pro street racer and let him drive through the freeway.

2) What's the craziest and the lamest thing you have done?
Got drunk and do stupid things.

3) If you found and signed cheque on the floor which is a billion dollars, what will you do?
Get the cash out duh.

4) Then with that money what will you do?
Get my parents to have a bigger house.

5) Do you ever think you are a gay or lesbian?
Never. I did think what a gay gonna do.

6) A crush on a same sex?
I wouldn't know and I don't wanna know. haha!

7) If God gave you a change to change something about, what is it?
I want a robot brain, kinda like a A.I. about the analyze thing at an instance.

8) What's your wish for you son or even grand grand son or daughter?
I wish they will live some where safe, peaceful and healthy.

9) Imagine a new earth.
Certainly not this earth cos it's dying!!

10) If the world your born in is not like present, how you like it to be?
hmm like in those games like Final Fantasy not so hi-tech but have the technology to go to other planet and stuff.

11) What you want the most?
Peace and silent.

12) Are you realistic or you still live in a fantasy world.
Sometimes.., sometimes... =)

13) If you are a criminal on death sentence and you escape from prison what you gonna do?
KILLING SPREE!!

14) What are the many things you always HATE about your country?
In Singapore, I hate ERP gantry, GST, TAX, expansive life style and THE FREAKING SHOPS CLOSES AT 10!!

15) Lastly are you happy now.
Certainly not, cos I live in Singapore you should know why.

Okie this are some stuff I ask myself and I answered maybe some of you guy might wanna try it, no harm just sound out your views eh.

I must be determine!! Good luck to myself.
125z Here I come

Some friends are meant to be,
some are not.
Some friends treat us like treasures.
but some do not.
We only want a friend to understand us,
not to treat us like some garbage.
To vent their anger.

You tell others to stop bitching around.
Well why not talk about yourself.
Selfish bitch, are lesser then a bitch I can say.
Your words are like a rose but it bring thorns.

I begin to look down on you,
cos you made me look down on you.

As I start the bike,
some image suddenly came to me,
my dear friend.

77 days have passed but,
I still remember you.
though we only went out a few time.
But then time together is always filled with laughter,
everyone loves you and you loved us.

As said the chain might be broken but I know one day we will meet again.
Cos right where I'm standing, you're not far away. Just a few feet away.
Till we meet again Miki^^
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Many years have passed,
seems that it's only a day.
A day consist 24 hours,
yet sometime it's like 25 hours.
Why today is will always be yesterday?
Cos tomorrow will be today again.
Don't hate that we got less time,
but appreciate it.

We are lucky to have 24 hours to spent,
7 days a week, without any trouble nor suffering.
Spent some time to Stop and Stare.
Just like song does.
You wonder why you're moving but you go nowhere.
Wonder why you're here not there.
As it goes by everything is the same.
It how you choose to go.
Not as to be directed to go.

The traffic is always green,
only weather you want it to be red,
and you stop to think and look.
People might push you,
but you got the rights to stop or move.

Just think to live happily,
rich or poor.
Somethings never changed.

A simple wish that was never granted for me.
As I always took this wish for granted.
As time pass this wish started to fade,
it always happen so fast that when I wanna grab is it slips away.
Just like time which is one of it I took for granted,
when I know it's gone it's already too late.
When I put my heart to it, it simply disappear.
I never knew what happened.
And I never want to know what happened.

The time for me now is running short.
Soon I will have no time,
no freedom and no life.
Eternal boredom, just like the life draining off me when I light a cigarette.

All I wished for was a little love.
Just a little bit of love and I'm happy.

I'm sorry, I guess we're not meant to be. Maybe friends will do.

I hope it's not a mistake again, cos I'm really tired of it. I will see God wants to bless me or wanna leave me alone. Furthermore if it's a success I hope it will be the last one, really I do.

Yet it just another restless night..., As I stared my computer screen for hours, doing nothing. Maybe I should do some training before my NS. Let's enjoy my remaining days. Worst has yet to come which I hope it's not the worst.

Suddenly loneliness struck me again, How I wish I have a little more time, just a little more. Maybe I've wasted too much time on unnecessary thing which need not done in the first place. If not I have got what I wanted so much.

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How the nights past away is becoming more difficult, maybe there is no aim for tomorrow. And the yesterday always looks like today, tedious or a breeze? But all I could say it's very lonely to said it alone.

The room always sounded empty no matter how hard I tried to make it noisy, music, shows, movie etc, etc.. always the same.

One day a person ask me when is the happiest day of your life? I reply When I get rich la! The man said to me my happiest day will be the day I see my grandson walks and call me grandpa. I was surprise by his words, he said nothing in this world can ever match what you always cared for and then to the wealth you will gain. Wealth can't follow you to your grave. Only that moment of memory everything can pass on.

Wealth isn't everything, I GUESS....?

LOL

today is Miki's 19th brithday.., Louis and I went down to "celebrate" with him. I hop he will like this little celebration we had for him.

Sure miss him everytime we have chalet and stuff.
miss ya bro

The day passes very fast and painful. It a punishment to look at this life now, everything seems to go wrong. All direction is lost, the day no longer felt enjoyable.

I guess we are not of importance to some people. While we treasure friendship so dearly and be it can be cleanly forgotten. How sad...
Well never mind, least we know we did done something and it's done.

I really started to think Singapore is a very very very VERY boring place to live in. Imagine everything closed at 10pm, and the latest would be in Orchard Cine, which ends around 1:30am during weekdays and weekends around 4:30am. And what can we do? WATCH SOME FREAKING MOVIE!! and watch a movie now is a pain too the ticket are also expansive, from 9.50$ to 10$ then to 10.50$.

I really wish Singapore can be a more exciting place, everything is so strict, rules and stuff. Life can be real hard at times.

ok to end this I wanna say EVERYTHING IS FREAKING BORING!!