This morning I suddenly felt that I'm living a very terrible life.

Family begin to put stress on me, distrust, pressure and neglect. Do theyknow what I want? Do they think they love me alot?
Love is just a SHIT to me. Don't disgust yourself to say that you love me. I know you actually hate me, well let me tell I WAS TESTING YOU ALL.. So YOU LIKE TESTING ME IN THE PAST RIGHT!

well okay I tried to forgive and forget, I done it once twice and countess time, making myself to forgive, but yet all I got was disappointment. You always used thing to succumb me, rather your mistakes, I'm always covering for you what do I get for you is endless scolding.

Do I have the rights to piss off? CANNOT? JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE A FCUKING ADULT?
Please I got my own thinking, I live my own time and I die my own time.

And lastly all your advice I never once took it.
HATE!... FCUKING HATE!