Ahh i hate sleepless nights, been going on for weeks. I think I only will sleep when the sunrise, irritating isn't it. Is there anyway to help me to sleep in the night, it feel like I'm a vampire, gosh.
Is it so obvious? haha i guess next time I shouldn't show it too much, without much emotions.
Thanks, but i can get through this though it seems that some matter are unavoidable. Maybe I should change how I look at things more... differently. Perhaps?
IF SHOULD YOU READ THIS,
I THINK THERE IS NOTHING TO SAY ABOUT.
NOR TO FEEL GUILTY,
WHAT I WANT TO BE, IS WHAT I WANTED.
NOT FORCED.
THERE IS NO REASON FOR ME TO BE SAD ANYMORE.
THE LETTER I'VE BEEN WANTING TO GIVE IS HIDDEN IN THE DRAWER,
SLOWLY BEING FORGOTTEN, SO AS MY EXISTENCE,
BECAUSE I ALREADY KNOW IN YOUR HEART I MEANT NOTHING MORE.
WILL WE EVER TO CROSS PATHS AGAIN?
OR YOU HAVE ALREADY ON SHORE?
I PUT DOWN THAT HOPE, ASIDE.
BUT SERIOUSLY THINKING, HOPELESS STILL COME ACROSS.
I WILL GIVE UP, AND YOU WILL GO.
MAYBE THAT DAY I HOPE FOR NEVER COME TRUE.
IT'S ALL ONLY A SILLY DREAM I WAITED FOR
Confused yet cleared, lifeless still moving. Is this the way I wanted it?
The events are showing me that, what I been through is always the same, every single details, every words all come together.
I really don't wish to have another period of time where I almost lost myself to everything, I really still can't forget everything so easily because it's so deeply imprinted on my memories. I'll try, try to forget everything, including you.