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I want to be faithful.

But I can't seem to keep my damn hands out the cookie jar.

Feeling kinda burry now.
beautiful plans are now gone, feeling kinda disappointed, well life will still go on with a disappointment, I'll get along with it. No worries.

Suddenly alot more new people are entering my life. Some change me, some grab things away from me. And some made me fall in love =)

Right now this time, I really miss that person very much.
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Is it possible to spend an evening with you? They say I just need to get her number.
ahh.. such a difficult thing for me to do...


Do you think time usually pass fast when you're with someone you like?
Then slowly when you're thinking of them?

How we wish we could stop time at that moment. Or maybe 25 hour a day.

"In a world where there is only you and me...
Where we can be the closest.
Where I only wish to held you close.
Whispering to you that I love you."

When worrying someone can also be a bliss.
This is when you fall in love with her.


I begin the cold turkey session. I'll start buying sweets instead.
I want you to have a good impression of me.
Thats where I start, hmm must work hard too.


Till now i came back.., i still hate staying home..., it's more lyk a prison then a home.
hais.. maybe shd rent a flat then stay,


I'm sick and tired of living in this house..,
I wanna leave this house.., I tired of facing them.
I'm all to blame, a F up family will have F up son!


you always seem to be so cheerful.. but inside i bet there are alot of thing that you wish to speak out rite?
is the past still linger with you? my past still lingers.
i want to be like you.., dare to face the world.., you're so awesome!


I enjoyed chatting with you,
I enjoyed the walk even I walked a big round home,
I don't mind as long as you're safe back home,
but i begin to miss you when walking back,
knowing that you reaching home.
happy that I could be that close to ya..


Have you ever.. felt so lonely before? wishing she's by your side, sleeping on your shoulders?
When on the bus going home, you already started to miss her even she's right beside you.
Eagerly waiting for the next day to arrive, so that you don't have to miss her till the hearts aches.


Hhaha okie ytd I went orchard to meet my fren on then way there, there is a lady frm some model agency got my name n num donw.
and she did call me jus now.. haha waa buang face also wan hahas i think will give it a try.., maybe its fun? haha got pay more good =)


Having so much to say, watching you walk away.
And never knowing, what could have been.
It seem that loving you have so much to say.
It was I suppose to do.
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Today let talk about LOVE.

What is love, it's not just a feeling, but also a connection between 2 person. One might be seen like a couple but in fact they aren't why? Because they got not connection between each other. So how to have this connection? not just having the same similarity, mutual understanding, their stand and the trustworthiness thy seek. Try to talk more know them more, usually the girls have the same question for boys, why do you like me?

Difficult to answer? yes it is. But it depend how you want your answer to be? Like affections? personality? interests?
I think most girls wanna an answer like this, it's because I love you not like only. Love because I know that you can depend on me and my shoulders are for you to lean on.

Hmm I'm just guess how girls might think but maybe not.


Hahaha very random pic taken in sch haha "smell my shoe" contest hahas!!!


Contestant No.1 !! AH BENG!!

Contestant No.2 AH BOON!!

haha all smell when they're slpin in class but not my shoe it thomas one hahas so bad laa hor..


OKIE!! know what is this haha not I pass mt TP test la but this also important RTT much pass then can continue my pracs haha..


In the end I PASSED! haha powerful laa can haha so happy, before the test I was so nervous sia haha my hands are shaking, after I saw the BIG PASSED I was lyk WOOO HOOO strike 4D 500k !! haha this better then strike 4D for me now hahas.., ok la tmr still got prac then go tp!!!
wish me good luck !


haha thanks mudder ur my fan to my blog sia hahas.., and ya i'm ur fan to ur blog also hahas least I know wad kind of problems u face. hmm well I think i got some inspirations. I'll make it a nice one.
and the buang face photo its so obvious its me hahas loLz

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People may make use of you talent for their gains, later in the day they find themselves cursing themselves why didn't they give you the respect. While you make it big while they're still hanging there.

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The old goes away and the new ones come, and yes this is the thinking everyone need to know. The teachings and learning should have been kept through our lives to ensure that this mind set is ours to keep. Keep it passing on!

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Actions can worth more then words while pictures can tell a thousand tales. Make your lives worth more then action and tales. Why not be more brave to put words into action and the picture into reality. Then success will come.

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The sea is open and the ocean is vast. Throwing our sorrows into it can't solve the problem permanently. It's better to get a few friends and discuss the ways to solve it. Remember running away can't help you solve things.

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Have you been thinking about marriage? If not try this oro rather treat it as a plan for your own bright future.

This is a survey about your dream wedding, whether it be in the next year or after ten years (30 years). So, please answer after you read, the person who answered this before you took a great deal of effort. This is going to be fun.

1. How old are you?
` 19 Birthday just passed=)

2. Are you single or in a relationship?
` Almost attached

3. In what age do you think you’ll get
married?
` erm 10 - 15 yrs time

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the
person you are with now?
` I'll be happy if I can. =)

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
` A wife that doesn't need to do anything but just be a good wife. And ablle to uphold the promise made in the solemn

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding,
or the traditional church wedding?
` In the club? haha beach also can laa

7. out of order (nxt # plzzz)
` sabro?

8. Where do you plan to go on a
honeymoon?
` Australia

9. How many guests do you think you’ll
invite?
` hmm 15 - 20 ba? not much friends

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding
or a simple wedding?
` extravagant laa once in a life time. MAKE IT BIG!

11. Do you want the traditional vows or
something you’d make up on your own?
` Anything will do

12. How many layer of cake do you want
to have?
` 9

13. Do you prefer having your reception
at a hotel or at a simple place?
` A nice simple place

14. When do you want to get married,
evening or morning?
` Evening.

15. You’d rather have your reception
outdoors or indoors?
` Outdoors.

16. Do you like a grand entrance for
your groom? (for girls)
` haha lolz see me can?

17. How do you like your bride enter?
(for guys)
` All eyes on my beautiful bride

18. Name the song/tune you’d like
played at your wedding.
` Please don't stop the music!

19. Are you a morning person or a night
person?
` Depand but i'm mostly active in the night

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a
light one?
` Solemn.

21. What age do you want to get
married?
` 28 - 30 ard there

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife
` know her stand, gentle, kind best is she's can cook breakfast for me la

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just
the normal spoon & fork/knife?
` Fine.

24. Champagne or red wine?
` White wine.

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding
or days after the wedding?
` A few days after the wedding

26. Money or household items?
` money of cos

27. Who will pay for the bills?
` Try to share lo.. i can't ask my wife to help me pay all ma hor?

28. Are you ready for married life?
` NO.

Repost as "The Wedding Survey"


There are two kind of people that can cut the rope off you. Or leaves you hanging there. Whereas the loved ones wanting to forget leaves a deep scar thats unable to forget.

Which will you choose in this lose-lose situation? How will you treat yourself?

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If standing before you are two person, both are dying, who will you rather be with till the last moment? There aren't always sweet endings.

Who ever you choose will leave you crying in the end? So will you want to avoid it?

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They say without stupid there is no genius. So we need each other to see our strong n weak points. At that point you know who they are.

Who ever they are, they can be your "Bestest" friend and your "Worstest" enemy. So will thinking twice help?

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When one day you are lying on the hospital bed, you will always think who will be the next person beside your family members to visit you.

If that special person came, the expressions on your face is crucial. How will you react?

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There are many things in life we need to understand, we tend to thought why should we be so unhappy at some moments. Why are we getting to excited just to catch a glimpse of the person you love.

This is true life, expected the unexpected. what we wanted is always the hardest to get wherease the saddest thing often happen.


I nv been this happy before.. it's lyk once in a blue moon.. i think finally.
haha the foretelling that is true..

The Ocean
the one who can't forget the pass and afraid to move forward because he has a phobia to have failure again. If he's able to move on he life will be more fruitful one. If not he will always be at the time of his failure.

it so true laa, I think i should change. and I be able to..


You never expect how you can change. The next day you look into the mirror you'll see yourself changed totally different.

But it's how you choose to become, in the end are you happy?

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Don't expect to change people, but instead let them be. And we should learn to let go and learn new lesson.

But it's how you choose to see it through, in the end will you forget?

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You can't expect to quit certain thing overnight, cause that become your habit. Overcome and preserve.

But it's how you want yourself to be, in the end will you overcome it?

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How you see friends as? Hi' bye'? will you rather treat them nicely or rubbish it's up to you. Know this they are hard to come by.

But it's how you want to treat them, in the end will they appreciate?


if I'm an non existence will you still want to know me?
But I'll be around till then.


"Sorry, Blame It On Me"

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you [3x]
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me



it's never too late to show it, but there is time it will be too late to show it.
I hope it's never too late.
and it hurts to know thats you're a innocent victim, which caught in a middle of a fight, when nothing you've done to but the blame comes to you. And they put the blame on you. Well you can put that blame on me.

I'm ready to give up to give.


hais so damn down ytd nite went out to ton but ts, the face lyk wanna kana whack.. we take cab go cine he also not happy..
i don't why laa but its really sad .., why can't he be more open abit?
sometym i dont understand boys.., no i shd say mens.. what are they thinking now?


the biggest mistake is to drink ytd.., A biggest mistake.., maybe its time for me to stop all those drinking alrdy... shd change for the better=) sorry guys
hahas


I feel sick.., and I can't drink vodka.. sick in the stomach damn...


work hard and but a new one for her .., mayb a little thing can help make the different.., ya mai this is the stress for me=) i really do got stress haha.. Bike and a new one



ahh mai see the buang face loLz haha I finally got the courage to cut my fringe liao sia.. na bei haha short hor but my teacher say TOO LONG LA WILSON!! haha then i so sad.,

BUANG SIA!



hmm haha okie zi lian okie sorry laa.. got nth to do last nite.., took a pic wif mr yoshi=)



Haha the cowboy who lost his suit.., well aleast he loves his boxers!


it became a thing a day for me to think of you.., haha I guess it's something I can do aleast. I used to tell myself we're just friends but haha I think it deepen each time I remember.

haha so good luck to myself..


The family I'm living with is no longer the same as before.., i use to know them as warm and makes me want to stay home all day.., now things have changed. Everything i knew all change for the worst, whenever I'm out I stay out longer, when I'm home I find excuses to got downstairs or to the nearest mall, I'll just sit and think why this is happening?

No matter what I'm doing there is always wrong, sometime I wish to be alone but I can't have my little privacy. sigh, those day are now just yesteryears.

LIFE SUCKS.

wish you were here.


OKAY!! let do some group photos

haha this is my b'day at tiong park. shit la buang face =.=

ok this was taken during carina b'day chalet look at ts

hmm n this my so called princess hour photo, thanks myra for taking

then this during zhihua b'day, I look so damn drunk!

okir this inside the toilet obvious.., the 4 brothers

ok then this at east coast the Cude team but counting me out hahas.

Yah this is ah beng birthday at vivo SG.

this is the class photo when we are going to the Navy camp.

Zhi hua chalet again.

and lastly this is yan xian his the one half naked hahas..

haha this are the happy moments i had in life, and i wish to keep then near to me=)


heyy thanks fcukers.., this is the most beautiful and memorable birthday i ever had..
haha myra laa so bad haha say everyone not coming at first kinda dishearted haha but nvm laa then surprise !!

haha once again thanks everyone for helping me celebrating my birthday=) to me its the best one thanks alots..

and i love the bear alot hahas thanks thanks and a million thanks


heyy thanks ah ts for talkin on the phone wif me when I was walking home.., gosh I was sittin ard tiong block to slack.., kun didn't book out today how sad hahas but nvm I sit under the block for like 2 hr laa, all i have was a bag of curry puff and can of drink and a pack of viceroy. all the way till I decided to call ts hahas damn shag laa hais.. totally no mood sia. I was having a wishful thinking too haha but nvm la it will never happen one.

then ts suggest to play pool at parklane but i was too lazy to go there then after half an hr of thinking I still decided to walk home.., then chat wif him all the way till bout 1+ under my block. thanks la bro ur the best althought u wun come to view my blog de..

haha seems like everyone got problem and me too, so try not to think too much less trouble less stressful.


Thanks for all the b'day wishes msg n calls =) thanks guys you are the only reason why i live..


Selfish and u did that on purpose.., whats wrong if i wanna go CCK to pick my best bro from camp is that consider stupid? my birthday so what I also nv say I wan u to buy my a present, my present isn't shirt or a nice dinner. I want you to get me a tattoo can? cannot rite. I know already what. if its my birthday let me do whatever I wan can? I'm NINETEEN!! not NINE years old. I'm no longer a child okay.

This is going to be my worst birthday even my 18 birthday sucks big time, everything sucks, I hate birthday! chee bye fucking hell..


it's revenge u wanted? I didn't expected you're so petty. How about considering my feeling first.


i love today! i love sentosa, but i hate it when it rains.., happy to be together=)


why word are difficult to say while sometime is seem like a breeze. Am i experiencing it again? I hope when I ride you are the one behind me. holding me tight when I going at 120km/h. at that very moment I know we are alone.


Some say the saddest people don't look sad but the saddest people are actually the happiest people? I do think it makes some sense in it. I remember "someone" said before troubled people laugh the most cause they know they need to that to forget the hardship. Then people with no trouble look gloom cause they got no trouble to be troubled.

It may look like a joke. It's important for me to remember it.

Lastly I wanna say this to everyone, to those who feel breaking down and tired, to cheer up cause tomorrow will be another day to change your life.


ahh darn it.. I want tattoo TATTOO!!!
I want my license FAST!!


birthday wish ?? hmm new tattoo frm AEL!!! hahas that one of it hmm n past my nabei RTT


there is a meaning to this song..

The blue sky is blinding
My heart hurts for some reason
Dew drops form in eyes without me knowing
In my imagination
It feels like you’re getting closer to me
I’ve been waiting for you, I don’t know since when
I still don’t know love, I don’t know who you are
When will love come to me?
Waiting for U love
Can’t you get a little
Close to me
My love, Babe my sweet heart
All those other people
How can they think of love?
Am I the only one who doesn’t know how?
Very warm and comfortable
And sometimes sweet
With such love you were always with me

I still don’t know love, I don’t know who you are
When will love come to me?
Waiting for U love
Can’t you get a little
Close to me
My love, Babe my sweet heart
Any way that I think about it
When I see you being so happy
And say I love you a thousand times a day
I wondered when and how
Love would come to me
It was already here, Ever since I knew you
There was a place for you
In my heart
I was born to be with you
If you come to me, our time together
From this point on
Will be a dream. My love
Oh, my love, come to me



Look it a beginning of a new year its 2008 already! it will mean another chapter of my life story. I hope this year can be fruitful one... and i hope many wishes can come true this year.., I still got many thing I've not done, and can be done this year. But there are some untold secret must never be told.

one day I'll tell you...

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