Do people always regret what they have done wrong in the past? probably it's difficult to forget those thing that are not suppose to be done, I did laugh at myself, thinking that why I've wasted so much time on thing thats I can't archive. Even I've put so much effort in it, to earn just that bit of relationship that didn't last long, but it's not I'm asking for more, I wanted to do more, but then I'm afraid that it isn't they way she wanted it.

Actually there not a word called initiative in a relationship, I have taken a big step and wanted to be just a little more laid back, I don't think it wrong? why always think that nothing is done enough? always saying that I didn't understand you, think! did you gave us a chance to understand you better?

You just hide behind you shadow and think that I should suit your ways, on the long run everyone will get tired of you and leave you one fine day. You can't just see when people will feel irritated, you 're just not up to the heat mate, this isn't a TV drama, this is reality pal.

For not I'm not sure how people will think but see for yourself.