hais i need to take out my eye brown piercing cos it swell alot and also got rip off when i dry myself. OUCH! okay then, hais so sad laa these days.. dunno why. Nobody can understand too. whats goes around comes around i guess. maybe just play games to numb myself ba..

and I'm beginning to think back. whats I've done so far. well none are good i guess. there is no one to appreciate things I've done for them well a handful does, my bros ! i think they are part of my life.

words goes like, not born on the same day but will die on the same day, share the hardship, share the comfort. thats quite true=) i'm glad that i have them. need to intoxicate my mind.

Well i guess love for me is going to be another myths i have to solve, nothing seem right when I'm in a relationship. okay these is this problem occur to me. I can't seems to have even the freedom to see who i love, "they" don't allow me to do so. just because of a misunderstanding.

then some i had are nice but actually got played out, then just imagine that day u already have fucked up day and u log into msn and nick yourself "I'M SO MOODY" and someone ask you what happen and... blah blah blah. . . then . . . "Why must you lie? For goodness sake pls"
and i was okay, fine. some answer will just come out from your mind because of the surroundings, like quarrels, rain, hot weather, losing a game, etc, etc, etc...when u said it, the person think you are bluffing then shit starts to happen. everything my fault, this my fault that my fault. okay fine whatever so in the first place why bother asking me? out of concern well thanks by the way. not hating but sometime pls just think la why he lied. but just shoot out saying anything.

and i think when this is blog is up, alots of problem bound to come up. thats what i wanna see come this is part of the plan to see weather people really are going to far.

it hurts alot to see you again.