I dunno if u hate me or anything..,
i can't stop you,
just one thing. I've been missing you alot since a long time ago. if u know who you are. i think my previous post are harsh on my words but they all are wad is supposed to and happened alrdy and i wan to put them behind.
it did bother me for quite awhile i hope u understand. I just wan to know whether or not u still hav the feeling for me? hmm ...
hohoho bro I got a way to counter naga's sleep ler.. same method, first get perseverance then ulti orb for linken sphere then power treads, thats for first half then hearts if possible 2 hearts then 1 basher ohh it god like man.. haha try it
Where are u?
How u been?
it all saddens me..
treasure it well...
oh man i'm so eager to hav me back done by Alvin. He decided to do a portrait for, and now i'm looking for pic on samurai armor =)
and i'm also hoping to savin enough money to buy my complete set of inker tools=)
the set includes.
-Power supply
-Power cable
-Pad
-Gun
-Tube
-10 0.5 needle and 10 0.5 shading needles
-Ink cap
-And exclusive Imagine Tattoo true black ink
and pack nicely in a silver case. handy for beginners, or outdoor use. haha
and i'm comin up with some practices with my lines and drawin so to improve . better ideas to sketch and knowin the ways to control.
well if all bodes well i would be a licensed tattoo artist in lyk 3 to 5 yr but there still along way ahead cos everyday i'm learning and there is no stopping to it.
hey hey you you...!!!!
I'm so happy =) very very happy you're mine now haha..
I jus finished my chest piece finall for the quick 15 and the job's done perfectly nice =) Now is my back piece and my arm ones=) probably a few more mths. nopefully i can get a part tym job so that i can hav it done qucikly and for my bike license i might have to wait till after my ns or during NS i will go for my pracs.
well okie now signin off =)
you made is clear to me the last tym.., but i was stubborn to hold on. now..
i clearly see how things come in store for me. and thanks for bring me up to the palace in the cloud.
being singles rox! seriously
perhaps, perhaps one day. you will know.
I'm still there waiting for the right one. but shd i trust again?
letting go is difficult , holding on will hurt more.
what shd we do now? my decision is clear now.
wow cant believe i stayed home the whole day..
sometime playing LOD.. then slp.. or.. you know i know can alrdy. haha viceroy rox!
I'm so tired now.. gimme a break.
and bro pls think over what we have told you, but ultimately the choice is yours to choose. Hopefully you can get over it soon.
you never understand how i felt that day..
sadness, anger and confusion. I'm totally lost.
hais i need to take out my eye brown piercing cos it swell alot and also got rip off when i dry myself. OUCH! okay then, hais so sad laa these days.. dunno why. Nobody can understand too. whats goes around comes around i guess. maybe just play games to numb myself ba..
and I'm beginning to think back. whats I've done so far. well none are good i guess. there is no one to appreciate things I've done for them well a handful does, my bros ! i think they are part of my life.
words goes like, not born on the same day but will die on the same day, share the hardship, share the comfort. thats quite true=) i'm glad that i have them. need to intoxicate my mind.
Well i guess love for me is going to be another myths i have to solve, nothing seem right when I'm in a relationship. okay these is this problem occur to me. I can't seems to have even the freedom to see who i love, "they" don't allow me to do so. just because of a misunderstanding.
then some i had are nice but actually got played out, then just imagine that day u already have fucked up day and u log into msn and nick yourself "
I'M SO MOODY" and someone ask you what happen and... blah blah blah. . . then . . . "
Why must you lie? For goodness sake pls"
and i was okay, fine. some answer will just come out from your mind because of the surroundings, like quarrels, rain, hot weather, losing a game, etc, etc, etc...when u said it, the person think you are bluffing then shit starts to happen. everything my fault, this my fault that my fault. okay fine whatever so in the first place why bother asking me? out of concern well thanks by the way. not hating but sometime pls just think la why he lied. but just shoot out saying anything.
and i think when this is blog is up, alots of problem bound to come up. thats what i wanna see come this is part of the plan to see weather people really are going to far.
it hurts alot to see you again.
oh great oh so great. . .
i'm so tired now.. dunno why.., and i felt like play the new game initial D 4 look so cool buy playing it cost alot. 3$ to start, 2$ to continue, 5$!! ti buy the card, and lastly 3$ to personalize.
let's wait.
I'm so sad now laa.. lost my phone again.. now it's MY N73.. oh gosh.. all my stuff is in there and now it's gone like this.. why am i having this kind of bad luck.
no money,
no girlfriend,
no phone,
no license,
NO CHALET!
then why not NO SCHOOL!
omg. . . my life is like a pea! mayb worst than a pea.. arr I'm so shag now..
I'm always there.
Following behind you,
I notice how lonely you are,
To me are fading away.
How I wish to be with you,
to walk through the path,
When the sky darkens,
When i saw your wounds,
how i wish to be closer to you.
Unlocking your heart.
I'm always been there waiting.
Till one day you finally turn back to me,
I gave you my smile, to give you happiness,
and your sadness to me.
About you i know it all and treasure it well.
I'm always been there waiting,
till one day you finally realize my presents,
even thought I'm nothing to you in your world.
I'm willing to give you all bright and shine.
When the sky darkens again,
When i saw your wounds,
how i wish to be closer to you.
Unlocking your heart.
I'm always been there waiting.
Till one day you finally turn back to me,
I gave you my smile, to give you happiness,
and your sadness to me.
About you i know it all and treasure it well.
I'm always been there waiting,
till one day you finally realize my presents,
even thought I'm nothing to you in your world.
I'm willing to give you all bright and shine.
I plunge out my courage and you must hear it,
I wouldn't allow you to be alone again,
and i want you to embrace the warmth i gave you.
I'm always been there waiting.
Till one day you finally turn back to me,
I gave you my smile, to give you happiness,
and your sadness to me.
About you i know it all and treasure it well.
I'm always been there waiting,
till one day you finally realize my presents,
even thought I'm nothing to you in your world.
I'm willing to give you all bright and shine.
Okay this is just a chinese song the i love the most and carry the meanings that describe me mostly. The song name is Wo Yi Zhi Dou Zai. How to read the singer's name haha but some might know this song.
well lastly
happy last week of holiday =)