Its tym for me to change...

ya rain rain rain.. dead bored at home.., came home after sch chat msn then nap awhile.. then kun called go acc him to Queens to buy game.. slack awhile then go back dinner. watch tv, then msn again...

finally called kiat for pool so pratically jus came home.. so sian.. i think got win him ba? haha.. hais.. bored bored bored..!!!

so shagy now.. lik gonna sick alrdy.. then good lo.. can no need go sch.. haha. SICK PLS! for once.

la la la~~~ wher u go i miss u so.. seems lik its been forever when u been gone..~~

sleepy sleepy sleepy...

I'm so bored now..

holiday comin soon.., workin soon too. Onli for a short while, so i hope can get to work wif my bro kun ming at VivoCity Giant lik this yr end or comin Jan.. I seriously need cash to complete me tattoo.. and for some other things..

Haiss.. i was told that.., dun wait jus grab it. There is no false hope, jus genuine feelin toward someone. So if we love each other why not? Ya correct thanks brother joe! haha.. ya before its too late to even take a look.. Its jus right infront of me all the while jus onli the tym is not rite.. and now.. ya it now or never.

But one problem is i got no confident.. hais, see how useless can I be?

well it better then somebody tryin to talk at people's back, thinkin that I din know any shit. Even come around taggin rubbish.. mayb I was wrong..

can someone jio me for pool please?

felt so shag today.. dunno why. actualli was waiting for the day to come.. but.. hmm oh well.

then sometym i regretted not doin smt then in the end left me feelin lost and confuse. i jus lack the confident.

i'm sorry sis.. i felt that i'm so letdown.. where hav my confident gone to..? but ain't gonna giv up.

Oh yeah, I'll tell you something
I think you'll understand
When I'll say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

Oh please, say to me
You'll let me be your man
And please, say to me
You'll let me hold your hand
I'll let me hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

And when I touch you I feel happy
Inside
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide
I can't hide
I can't hide

Yeah, you've got that something
I think you'll understand
When I'll say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

And when I touch you I feel happy
Inside
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide
I can't hide
I can't hide

Yeah, you've got that something
I think you'll understand
When I'll feel that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

hmm.. ytd i think i had a great day.. it not ur worst b'day kays haha .. jus stay happy.. then okay giv u an excuse not to buy a present for my birthday jus wan u to come to my party..

time pass fast.. in split sec and now we are nearin 2007 alrdy.

another start of a new year, wonder its good or bad? hopfully it will be the greatest for me and everyone else.

I'm jus so happy everyday, its so special to me unlike anything.

Stay happy everyday!

Watched step up.. haha its so damn nice.. lets see next move..

catch me, haha

Ya back to blog.. many things happen these days.. well I dun really care more.

okay, ytd went to Changi Prison with some of the selected student total bout 11 goin, luckily mr soh got go and that bloody DOG!

okay actualli i dont realli wan to go there cos no choice.. ah soh found me. haha okay then we took a bus down there, then loLz.. then I saw these wall barrier thick ones and guard tower everywhere, guards all around.

then we were some sort or greeted by to prison warren.., we were treated lik prisoners.., they barked at us lik shit. Then i got pissed with one of them.. then abit unhappy also. loLz, weather alrdy damn hot then ask us squat outside the courtyard.

then we hav to check in.. remove all earrins and ear studs, everything that are not suppose to be on our uniform. I dunno why la.. they lik keep on pickin on me.. hair long lik got their problem.. I guess that they are jus jealous cos they hav to cut their damn head!

loLz.. then we went into the prison finally, we ran to the blockin we are visitin.. A4.. those were cells block.. 2 by 2 we walk in, squat at every gate we see, greet every office we see. squeeze in the lift.. loLz so bored and stuffy inside..

watch the canin video omg.. PAIN!

then walk around there then finally can go back alrdy.. one of a kind experience, i did sure learn lots of thing inside..

haha ya.. today also quite fun arr.. go sch then class ended early bout 12+.. haha then suddenly rain damn big.., hmm cats and dogs. loLz..

Then went back home to slp. till lik 4+ Gary msg me to mit me at tiong to take his psp and help him buy memory stick and game. then we walk around tiong, pass by Think Tank then ah Jack ask me help them buy take away from Griller since I got student card.

then after that saw Hwei n Kun.. then join together walk then gary left cos his cousin got tuition, then i went to smoke with gary frm Think Tank.

Then my aunty msg me that she in tiong alrdy so i went down to info counter then went dinner with cheryl at MOS.., eat eat eat then got this group of hmm student i guess sittin in front of us.. omg.. they sang.. hmm

haha after dinner actualli cheryl wanted to watch movie but all quite late so other day then watch.. so i acc her back home. not long after kiat called me to play pool haha

So sorry la.. let u wait till so long.. hmm haha i can win u pool alrdy haha.. well mayb? haha okay la.. needa slp alrdy scarly tmr cant wake up.

gud nite!

I felt relexed.. as i'm back to my old self again.

spendin more tym at home, and of cos my bro.. haha.

I know some *Secrets* haha.., and I'm really gald, everyday is new day to me.

I need to thank kiat cos he gave me a sentence that touched my heart.

"The world most beautiful thing can't be seen or touched, Its felt within your heart"

Ain't it nice? And i need to thank someone else.., beside my aunt. Which is cheryl. She's always there to hear me out. Always there to give me handing hand, felt guilty though.But she never complain.

Well.., what's in the past is over and not to be told again. The someone who really care for u is always right before u, by the time u caused to hurt them u realise that he/she the one u should treasure most.

althought I have ended my relationship, we remain as frens.., as for now. There are things I shd be doing now. . .

Our story ended.., 11 nov

I hope that the better path for both of us.. even if u are sad.. I hope u understand why i leave u.

I finally understand the quote "A minute of fun can ruin your future!"

and.., I jus wan to say sorry to someone.. I didnt know that I really hurted u so badly till recently. U been a great person, always there to hear me out. thank u

The biggest mistake is to lose u. I dun wish to lose another one. Even today, u wanted to mit me and i can make it one tym.

haiss.. all because of my tattoo. i'm realli sorry. I know i cant experience ur pain, even my pain session cant compare to it.

I let u down and everyone. If i dun existed in ur life.. mayb u will be more cheerful

but i hope after mittin u tmr we can be together again..

I realli dun wish to leave jus yet.. even thought i did said it.. but deep down i dun realli mean it.. I dun wan to end the moments we had together, i once lost alrdy but not now.., i jus wanna be wif u. i know trust is important and i'm tryin to giv everything to u.

I hate to leave u.. i need u as much as u need me..

giv me one more chance i wanna take back my words.

haiss.. i reali didn't meant to hurt ur heart.. Mayb i'm jus another jerk.. sorry for makin u so sad.. all cos of me.

hais. . . mayb i'm not meant for u.

hais.. i think i still cant get things rite.. i'm such a failure..

I'm so sorry.. please forgive me..

heh today went movie wif dearr.. we watch Grudge 2.. omg damn scary la. then after the show we keep sayin that ltr got one boy sit beside us haha.. then dearr more funny when i go back she tell me ltr got the little boy sit beside me.. haha..

then dearr went dinner wif her family then i go home.. waitin for her to online.. tmr goin Vivo wif her.. i think today will be slpin early ba. kinda tired today..


okay till here..

mish ya dearr..

i sucks at love.. i'm such a bad steady..

dear can treat me better then i can.. then i felt that i so useless . .

the word Sorry cant help.. actions speak louder then word..