dearr.. i'm sory that i can't b wif u wan u needed me.
I'm sorry dearr.. jus dun leave me..

How long did i blog ..? loLz let blog all together..

ok last sunday went out cyclin again wif joesph n afian at east coast.. haha so fun la.. i finally got a hang of ridin mountain bike alrdy haahaa.. but an unlucky day for me.. first i fell then ltr i lose my phone.

well nvm.., luckily din lost my wallet n my IC.. loLz

then today go meet dear.. haha.. wad more can i ask. able to see her is all my wishes come true. acc her fren to BL.. then decided to mit Kiat n Roy ad Vivocity, walk arnd and decided to watch movie "the diary" quite nice de movie but also kinda confusin.. loLz then we go makan then go roof slack.. then kiat n roy wan go back so left me n dear ad there lang ma..

then slack slack awhile then dear say wan 8 30 go home ler.. acc her back home.. hais then mish her alrdy..

then faster go back.. cos hp no batt.. reach home.. tio kan again.. haiss.
I think they found out that i smoke outside..
shagness

hey dear i'm feelin abit unwell but i wanna blog also.. cos i'm happy today..

acutalli dear plan to go Sentosa de but then no ppl wan to go so we jus mit n got out.. i went down Bl to meet her.. haas dear always so sweet always think for me de.. make me feel bad T.T
then after we decide to go marina sq walk walk.. saw many cute things. then dear say wan to eat BK, makan ler then continue walk to sentec to meet her fren.. then pei her fren make ler then we walk to the fountain there sit sit..

my aunt called say she wan meet me at tiong.. loLz then i ask dear wan go ma.. then she ok.. sorri wor dear.. then at tong walk walk see cute cute things. then go mit my aunty n my jiejie go makan KFC haas dear so cute neh so ps.. luckily got intro her to my jiejie haas.., then makan ler we go off ler..

we go chinese garden walk walk also so lang man with dear.. then saw my frenz also.. I tell dear I hao you man tian xia ma.. haas walk awhile ler then we walk to BL frm chinese garden.. chatted along the way.. haas

when dear go home ler i begin to mish her ler..
dear when can see u again?

nvm i know soon we can mit again..
*muacks*

haas went to meet dear at tiong today so happi la.. finally can get to see dear earlier.. haas then she so good acc me to aljunied to giv gary his psp. then after we sit there thinkin where to go then suggested we go Vivo..

we go up roof sit sit.. haas dear always make fun of me der haas.. i shiver cos.. i ps ma.. haas.. zhen de ai si ni ler..

then i heard someone callin me "yoshi, yoshi" then i see.. i tot who.. then is tia shou.. loLz n his stead nor.. come n disturbb me onli.. haas

then walk walk around then dear say she wan go back ler.. then send her home.. I mish dear so much.. then tmr can see dear again ler.. so happi...!

okay write til here..
Lovin me dear..

Has so happi dear.. can see u ler.. and I also did my tattoo today.. haas so shiok la.. seein the pic slowin come alive.. wee! did take a few foto during inkin..

haas but did one side today then nex session will do any other side.. so nice la..

ok la i goin to meet dear ler..
Love u dear

Hey today so tired man.. almost cant wake up.. luckily dear msg me then I wake up.. then i fast go bath then chiong go sch then talk to dear on phone awhile.. haas so happi can hear her voice in the mornin.

then meet joe then go class late but teacher later then me..loLz study study.. till so sian sia theory i realli cant make it.. then i no choice continue me Koi drawin till break tym.. then makan alrdy acc joe to his hse, collect his bike and send to the repair shop. then go back sch. then msg dear.. mish her alot man..

Then go pratical class.., call dear again.. I'm jus so happi to hear her voice la.. friday!! faster come.. mayb goin Sentosa.

Then thur goin to do my tattoo ler. I waited so long for the pain session..,

after class i go back ler then help gary buy psp then go back wif my aunt.. dear i keep missin u.. i hope i can be wif u always.. anyway I always love u.

Today is a day to remember.. 24 10 06. Wilson and Jesrina are offically anounces legally toegther! Dear i love u. I promise you that I will always love u and onli you. May we last as long as the River Niles and as high as Mt. Everest. Dear I love U always.

Today met dear n her fren at tiong then went down to PS to meet roy n gang at long john. Went arcade awhile then dear wan to go meet her maple jie at cine. bout 4 we left the arcade and go down orchard to meet her jie. Then saw her haas so small size lei.. dear told me that we look lik giant when we walk beside her. we acc her eat long john. then at 5+ i need to go back cos my bro n da sao goin to airport. they goin Korean for their honeymoon.. so sweet.. haas Bon Vorage.

Then at 8 i go meet dear at Vivo.. then called kiat cos i in ans his call ma sowie bro.. loLz then he wif roy alone so then acc me to Vivo. meet dear there then kiat n roy go other place then dear the jie wan go makan so we pei her eat ler then dea need to go back by 9 so i pei her back home and saw kiat n roy at bus stop.. haas after thae bus came we go ler.

haas sowie dear.. at bus cos got ppl ake me seat can sit beside u. but nvm arr they got down earlier.. then reach BL walk her back home. then i took mrt back home.

Haas dear.. Dun u worry, I will always love u.
love u so much!

Haas today pon sch.. haas cos ytd drank abit more then mornin cant wake up.. then nth to do slack at home msg my dar.. haas loLz cos she say she bored ma then i jio her out lo.. then an 3 + met her at JE station cos she wan to acc her fren to sentec to do smt thing..

Then we walk aound there, play arcade the her fren went back, leave Jes, her fren n me. so they decided to go to Esplande da roof to slack haas.. sit sit then haas then type one msg say "I no sars why sit so far away" then i laugh haas.. then sit closer.

after while went to Merlion park to see our Singapore Lion.. haas nv take pic but nvm ar jes took a few there.

Then sit sit till lik 9++ they wan to back alrdy so i acc jes home to BL.. haas so cute la she.. jus love her!

Then i go find my aunt cos she MJ ma so till 5 thenreach home loLz.. i buy cigg alrdy haa i promise to quit le so now i usin light alrdy..

ok then i wanna slp ler nite nite

LurveuU JES

I Mish u

Haa today so fun.. cos is my bro weddin day! it a big day for everyone.. even i'm excited! haas.. early in the mornin all my aunt n uncle came cos got the tea offer to the elder haas can get ang bao get also.. then after that slack abit cant slp ma cos ltr they say my tattoo so i go draw Koi in Flower Lake I named it lik that ar haa but not complete yet.. draw one Koi onli need to draw a few more.

Then lik 6 I with my Bro and Da Sao went to the hall first cos need to prepare thins so i help out abit haas then the photographer also funny la.. he keep takin my photo even since frm my house to there.. loLz still can ask me join wad superstar de. Shy sia.

Then awhile more my parents n aunty came, talk to the manager on th arrangement, then i was place at the front. collect angbao and signiture frm frens and relative. So happy Everyone frm tiong came haas..

Then lik 8 30+ the dinner starts haas so grand la but acutalli a simple one. Drank a few Ang Ci Kao.. haas then go tar with damian, not fair la he drink sprite then mine beer.. but nv blame him la cos he drivin ma. Then usual la Jane, Cynthia and me tou tou go out smoke.. haas luckily nobody saw.

Eat, drink then talk to a few of my neabours n frens, so happi la. then YK msg me say that my ZhuZhu is sick.. hais worried .. then i msg her ask her rest.. loLz then she maple onli.. loLz haas cos headache ma. then alast she go slp ler..

Then bout 10 30 the dinner ends.. then me at my tiong gang go take group foto.. haas fun!

Then i reach home bout 12+ arr then chat wif Xue jie for a while, haas pretty sia .

then finally slept at 1+ haas..

I will upload the fotos i taken on that day.. haas..

then till here.. niteZ all!

LurveuU JES!

Late fri went out wif roy gang to orchard actualli goin Kbox but dunno why nv go alrdy. Can meet HER haas. then we walk around there lo.. then when we sittin at the mrt got pestered by some ppl.. 1 is the modelin then other is donation.. haas i ask the guy why ask me go model then he say among them i more handsome.. then i say wtf loLx zi tou stun sia he.. then he take me no. and giv the name card.. think onli lik ma cham will call me lik that. loLz dun nvm arr call i also nv ans de.. and sorri arr Cheryl cant make it on that day..

then after that we went down cine ate BK.. then some ang mok=P children la.. haahaas.. then they arr i step dress lik gothic.. loLz haahaa act gal onli me.. loLz they all also buay tahan me.. haas

Then steady sia we walk back shaw house watch Death Note, at 6 40 arr the movie then we bought the ticket at 5 loLz.. then no choice walk shaw house 1 rd then go back there.. then help Piggie do her work.. but not i help de cos i dunno how to do.. then finally its tym!

the show is damn nice la.. still got part 2 comin soon this dec but i think is they show in japan this dec then S'pore i guess mayb at jan or feb then start.. and the endin song also nice. dunno wad song.. hmm

then after that when Vivo again.. haas waa still got alot of ppl la.. o there also walk walk, play onli.. then 10 plus go back ler then me n kiat acc jes n jason back home.. then jas can say that i'm steppin on the helo kitty drawin on the floor haas..

then reach her home ler then i n kiat take bus back home.. sho tired by then msg jes then go slp ler.. haas

alrite till here then..
peace out

I <33 U

today also another bored day.. doin nth in sch.., almost late for sch haas luckily my dad fetch me go. then went to bubble tea shop meet ah joe haahaa joesph in short. do some hands on, today wiring haahaa quite fun cos i got some experience in my sec sch, so for me easy to do. Then till 12 lunch break.. sent some msg. chat, smoke and slack.

jus so suggish these days.. lik got not enff slp.. zZ haas.. then theory class, slack also.. slept awhile then i wake up and draw my drawin again.

then GO home haas bored sia..

slp now peace guys and miss everyone

Today first day of sch .., haahaas so happy to see my frens again.. but this mornin is so hazy.. I even can smell the burin smoke.

then pratically doin nth today in sch.., buyin new term books then show exam marks I scored 3 GPA points haahaa and 15 for credits.. got a B for both my exam, not so happy with it gonna work hard for it.

Then smoke abit during lunch then back to lesson haahaa so bored also.. then draw my demon pic.. then go home alrdy, catualli wanna to go sentec with Joesph but then I go VivoCity to meet my bro and his GANG wor haahaa so scare then reach there also do nth walk around fool around haahaa see chio bu haahaa so lame sia. Bro la see onli, onli see gal haahaa but realli there got many pretty gals haas.., then also suay la, first we went to the roof then they got those pool then they all bully me la all pull me there luckily din fall in. haas, their acrade quite big ar even got pool room cool! next tym can ton there alrdy, movies also 24 hrs.

haahaa then lik 5+ 6 everyone wanted to go back but before goin back i was pushed into the same fountain by bro again.. waaa lau so bad la him..

haahaa then take bus to my palce the he take cab back so rich work.. ask him take bus dun wan.. loLZ see la 2$ wasted! peak hour ma.. rich sia bro haahaa.

then now goin to slp liao so tired din slp well last nite..

okie peace out nite guy!

ytd was kinda lazy haahaas.. went out in the evenin, went to tiong to find aunty alice to get 2 tickets for my mom, some sorta of concert, 50s or 60s singers loLz. then my aunty went makan with alice. chatted wif cheryl for awhile then went up to think tank to find my kors haahaa then chattin and someone was inkin that day as well. man i jus love the sound. Ya soon I'm goin for it alrdy hees.

Then called thomas cos he called me the other nite but i was slpin i think? then he said he is goin to tiong also arcade i guess but din go meet him. walk for awhile the go back counter talk wif cheryl again.. then she wans to go down to listen id she got drawn the lucky draw. eeh tough luck i guess not even the consolation prize. better luck nex tym.

then walk back to counter then also nth to do. then waited till 7+ then she is released frm work we go Vivo city again together with my aunty. walk around is so big la.. haas then cheryl wanst to go to the adidas shop.. walk around then she bought a jacket. arr tempt me to buy somemore.. haas then to levis shop she wanna buy Redwire jean but they din sell in their shop. so haahaa we head on to hav out dinner at Swensen. Backed rice chicken chop.. arr so damn full after that.. haahaa

then bout 10+ we head how acc cheryl to interchange then took a bus back home.. arr i think i'm havin a fever now.. tml sch!! happi goin gym ? ya gym trainin!!

SMOKIN'

alrite peace out!

Haahaa so whacky today, haahaa woke up 9+ then bout 10+ wen to YK place hen go bugis to meet with roy n gangs.. went bugis played arcade but din play much also used lik 4$ onli haahaa saved.. but wasted on ciggs hais.. loLz. Menthrol realli sux loLz no kick at all.. need 2 sticks then can compare to 1 red. wastage haahaa.

Then after arcade about 4+ roy go meet his fren the go esplande walk walk loLz so lame la there haahaa nth to do, cant smoke also. and also thanks yong for treatin me ice cream.. aww so sweet!

haahaa xie xie ni.. haahaa then see some chio bu at marina sq loLz.. usual routine for us la haahaa. we got nth better to do.

then after that walk around for awhile went down beach rd actualli wan bowlin but lane full then wan play pool then too expansive then they decided to go makan at golden mile.

after makan some go home then roy and jason went down to Vivo with us.. there so damn big la.. 1 day lik cant walk finish.. but that the toliet is damn disgustin.. but still is so much better then other shoppin centres.. then arr haahaa we went into toy r us. PLAY haahaa so fun inside.. disturb each other lik children sia.. then I saw my GTR! so happi wanna buy it but hais no money put into my wish list ba.. haas.

Then la... then la... waa so bad so bad so yong kiat.. I tell him then i can walk thru the water fountain without gettin wet then la he pull me then push me into the water then I miss the spot.. lOLX!!! in the end got all drenched.. haahaa loLz so many ppl lookin la.. haahaa

so funny la..

then by that tym 10+ everyone go back alrdy then yk go my hse there take cab home.. hmm met someone new today also.. a gal and a uncle! haahaa thats all nitez folks

waa so funny la ytd when to play pool.. haahaa dunno why la we keep doin stunt.. the white ball keep flyin out haahaa...

then my my bro the weddin is comin soon so excited sia i onli scare they will find out bout my tattoo.. hais.. i wonder how long can i hide.

i still wan to do more tattoo.. mayb after NS. HAIS

HEARTBROKEN!

jus came back after celebratin yongkiat and chee hwei b'dae. abit lame ar today nth to do smoke onli. then saw a chio bu then i and yong keep seein the hole.. loLx haahaa but she quite pretty. too bad not my type. Then ltr yk fren came zai rong haahaa his tattoo nice also sia. special his leg de tiger sia fierce! haahaa, then see he chest tattoo also nice. then 12 am we go cut the cake. haahaa nth better to do. then we 3 smoke also cos not our buiness also then we continue to see that gal the hole haahaa cute sia. haas.

then awhile ltr zai rong goin to meet his fren so we sent him back lo. then we go back to the playground again. then that gal go alrdy sia, damn sad nth to see liao.

the lamest thing is that they played true or dare.. loLz very lame that is too much to say, smell, lick, touch and stunt. omg!

hais now tired alrdy goin to slp.. then mayb tml goin geylang wif yk haas
kays go slp alrdy! nites galZ!

I'm so down, so very down. as thought I'm fallin frm some tall buildings. My soul somehow vanishes as u gone away. my blessins to u all.

my truthful one hav not appear jus yet. yes i'm sad, but i'm tryin to to get over this hangover. as far wad am I to you? hais.

wtf la WTF! I so tired alrdy.

happi b'day to YongKiat hope u enjoy ur lonely b'day ytd wif me.. haas. hais

and upcomin chee hwei! happi b'dae!

hais.. I jus felt so bad.

words cant describle my feelings. Deep in i felt I kept thinkin of something but yet i dun remember wad it is. is it you i'm missin alot? i know wads lost cant be retrive back, memories kept are hard truth that are painful but yet sweet. not many will understand cos the one hurt is always the one thinkin and reminiscence and ur smiles and wishes. well its all in the yesterday and dont wan to be remembered.

And i found some realli nice cosplay pics, enjoy.

love you now and always be remembered.

today dunno why jus felt strange.

went to meet my mom early afternoon then went to buy blouse for jaz again. then go makna with my parents and bro. then went ntuc shop shop to buy wine but not for me=( cos my bro is weddin ma so lik hav to exchange the gift for something.

then went over to jaz place, she called me up cos its lantern festive. meet kat, joanna and their fren. ermm... play lantern with jaz sis then candles loLz, then there was this group of kid is so inconsiderate, then lik burn pieces of newspaper and makin the whole place so smoky and the haze was quite worst. luckily the police came, seein their parents with them and yet they still let their children do that. SHAME ON THEM! funniest thin is that the parent can still scold them while before the police arrive they still join them. LAMO! what kind of parent are this.

then lik bout 9+ i left there i went to meet eric n co. chatted and saw wei xiang haahaa i jus lik him man so fit! i wish i'm lik him, he's tattoos are also damn nice especially he's leg pieces which i envy the most. the he's with us tfor awhile then he went home. haahaa then we played blind mice =.= haahaa so lame.

then played a few round then went back tiong mac awhile cos eric need to go back.

then came home so shag now. slpy sia, then need to wake up early also cos need to go sis in law hse. last min sia also nv inform me. hahaa but nvm la.

and early on i went to think tank. i think he;s jackson he intro he their shop guest artist alvin and he quote me his price lik 600$ 3 session 200$ each. helpin me to touch addin background and colour. i can trust them cos they always hav great deals for me.

haahaa ya thats all i guess.

So damn fun ytd. haahaa woke up bout7+ played some game then went down to joesph place to meet up with afian.

Today frm his place we rode to east coast, oh man then sun is so sourchin plus its so hazy also makin my eyes so dry. My arm are all taned cool man.

today wasn't afian day. he's in his fastin mth so, haahaa its quite tiring for him to ride long distance but in the end he did it! luckiy he din faint halfway. Or else we hav to carry him back, lamo.

then we went to bedok jetty to rest awhile but afian can't stop his nonscens loLz, which one, 1$ all those bloddy sh*t la. haahaa but its fun. somke abit also so pie sie sia, keep takin joesph's cig, cos he dun wan to keep for the nex day, not fresh! Jus bought and finish in bout lik 5 hrs loLz increlible! haahaa. Then i still left alot. loLz.

saw many funny things also, got once we saw this old guy, he was sittin on the rock and guess wad. he was wear this G-string la. OMG damn disgustin haahaa.

but still i love this all. thans guyz! lucky to hav known u all.

Ytd damn pissed off. Woke up so damn early jus bcus of the interview. Then I went down to YK place to meet him the bout 2 went to the MRT stattion to meet thomas. Take till Boonlay. Then i went to the billy bomber there to ask for interview. THEN! BLOODY HELL!. They say the person-in-chage to interview me is on MC WTF and yet they ask ME to go down ytd and asked me to go down again on fri WTF. I was so pissed off man. I decided not to work there anymore.

Then nvm we went to the food court to acc thomas to makan. then arcade awhile. luckily jaz called me.Her phone got conficated my her mom again. poor girl. Haahaa then suddenly felt better alrdy.Chatted for awhile then she asked me if I can help her to buy some more blouse. I guess either today or tml I will go down town to get it for her=)

Then ltr goin cycling again yuppie! so happy can go cyclin with joesph and afian again. althought i hav to borrow joesph bike haahaa but its still fun! Goin to east coast hope we can go till changi.

hais I hope can work at safra. Its so damn near to my house la.

alrite needa slp ahwhile cos ltr meetin them at 9.

Peace!

arr so bored oday. Stayed at home. actualli wanted to go market with my mother and go temple also, cos I recently got some bad luck. Then no choice hav to pray at home the wash myself. hen smoke abit since my mom not home yet.

so fast goin to finish alrdy. by tml sure finish alrdy. Arr.. sad sia.

Then jaz fall ill last nite was jus stomachache then this mornin turn fever. She told me she better alrdy. Shd be slpin now huh?

Then jus now went downstair for a stroll. Still so bored.

I guess i'm gonna start work soon. Pray for me! Alrite till here. watch tv now.

Ytd slept in so late man.. lik till 1pm+ haahaa then lik bout 2 wen tdown to Bugis to buy some blouse for Jaz. =) hope u lik them.

Then was lik walkin around there then decided to play the arcade for awhile since the shop is not open yet. Haahaa my new car tuned till 600hp alrdy my beautiful 350Z but I still love my BNR 32 Skyline. Then i went back to Bugis village again to find the blouse then found one black strip one then i bought it. Haahaa then I went up to the level 2 i walk past the tattoo shop as somein is inkin so i didn't bother to see. I miss the pain. When can I feel it again.

Then i went down and Joesph called me! haahaa he said he was with afian so happy man. Means I'm saved! VICEROY RED! whaahaa.. then i went down to meet them at Grand Cathay. Smoke abit then walk around then go to Orchard then met Irene there. Haahaa Can't reconise her.

Then we walk around far east see shoe and my all tym favorites the tattoo shop! haahaa I'm so happy. I jus love the sound and how the needle pierce throught my skin and lettin the ink flow in. Finally becomin an art. An unusual art, yet often mistaken.

Then after awhile we parted with Irene and her fren we went to thomson plaza as we lost our way cos we are actualli goin to tanglin mall. Haahaa how silly. Ate KFC then took a bus down to AMK. Took a train to jaz home to pass her the blouses.

chatted for abit before headin home.., arr TAXI 13 bucks sia.. its lik 2wks trips to school. nvm anyway in a hurry to get home. HUNGRY!

Then now design tribal, own style haahaa hope joesph liks it. sent to him the nex couple of days.

alrite till here then ..

ytd midnite went to meet up with kun to watch movie. Rob B Hood by Jackie Chan, its kinda funny and the baby is so cute haahaa. wanna hug him. and the movie is so touchin have to see, a mus see movie if u're a Jackie Chan fan!

My viceroy !! so sad finish alrdy need buy la. ltr cant survive haahaa. Then waitin for those ppl to call me. i wan to work. I need money!!!!

Hais then today is lik so sad for me... umm..In the late afternoon I went to visit my mom's elder sister in ward.., then after a while we went upto visit another aunty, she my mom's cousin i think. I call her Aunty Betty, she a nice person but.. hais.. we don't know that see got cancer, Lung cancer and brain tumor.. then the saddest thing is that see passed away infront of me. She was in pain i can see breathin so hard as if someone is pressin her chest. hen see call for her daughters and husband. then I and my aunty walk out of the room. Everyone was in a heavy mood. Then the doctor came in to giv her the injection to let her go away in peace.


live's short, do what we can not and with no regrets.

Then ltr meet yk to play pool... haahaa nice game today.

hais.. my tattoo...